I'm not sure if the nausea is more intense this time or if I just don't remember how bad it was the last two times. All I can say is, it's bad. I'm starting to wonder why I thought this would be a good idea...

...along those lines, I had a mini-panic attack last night thinking about the upheaval that is going to happen around here come mid-late August. I worry that I'm going to end up missing Ben's first day of school because I'll be in the hospital, or I'll miss the picnic where he goes to find out who his teacher is... I'll have to make sure all the school supplies and everything are in place WELL before school starts. I thought about starting all over again with a newborn and the not sleeping and how is it all going to work out those first few months and how will I still have time to give to the other two? And what if the baby is colicky? (cry)

Clearly, it's way too late to be worrying about any of this and too early all at the same time. I'm sure it will work out, but how bad will it be? I'm worried it will be REALLY bad for awhile...