Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Pangs.
So yeah... I have to confess there was a small part of me that was disappointed the test was negative yesterday. (I'm STILL late and waiting, waiting waiting...what is THAT about?!)
Plenty of reasons NOT to be disappointed... it would screw up our last big Thanksgiving at the beach house (that is going to be sold after this year), the baby would have a late birthday, Simon would only be 2-1/2 and probably not potty trained or solidly in a big bed, I'd be VERY pregnant AND would have a newborn right in the beginning of Ben's first year in school, my friend has all my maternity shorts...
But talk about a gut check. Yeah. This is for real. I DO want another one and soon. We probably won't really TRY until mid-late summer, but after next month, I'm kind of of the mindset that whenever God's ready, so am I! (a temporary Duggar mindset... right back to good birth control methods after number three) ;)
Plenty of reasons NOT to be disappointed... it would screw up our last big Thanksgiving at the beach house (that is going to be sold after this year), the baby would have a late birthday, Simon would only be 2-1/2 and probably not potty trained or solidly in a big bed, I'd be VERY pregnant AND would have a newborn right in the beginning of Ben's first year in school, my friend has all my maternity shorts...
But talk about a gut check. Yeah. This is for real. I DO want another one and soon. We probably won't really TRY until mid-late summer, but after next month, I'm kind of of the mindset that whenever God's ready, so am I! (a temporary Duggar mindset... right back to good birth control methods after number three) ;)
# posted by Erin @ 4:24 AM 
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